i'm ridiculous.

if i ever see this post again when i'm older, i will die of humiliation. i have never ever, ever been THIS reflective. Gosh, that DOES kinda makes me sound a little immature. Okay, on the border of over-crapping. Alas, I'm a teenager - THE AGE OF REBELLION :D. okay fine, maybe not. STILL, although nothing here makes sense, I shall let whatever I intend to say in one long breath. Decipher it yourself.

i'mnotsureifanyonehasnoticed,butifeellikeihavechanged-understoodtheconditionsofthings.thatit'snotthesameanymore.gosh,
whatawakeupcallitistorealisethatthingsaredifferentnowandpeople
haven'treallybeenhappywiththewayi'vebeenacting.perhapsitwasokay
tobeweirdwheniwasyounger,butcertainlynotanymore.torealisethati'm
notasocialitekindastingsalittle,butreally,ihopethisistheendofit.getout
ofyourshell,steph.youcan'twaitforpeopletolikeyou,neithercanyouforce
themto.

Looking back, I feel like an idiot. But it feels good to know that I finally realised mistakes that no one could have pointed out to me :D I love all you people out there who helped me through this time of i-didn't-know-i-was-weird dilemma. You're awesome :D

ps: I just realised I used my real name in my post! i think. STILL, friggin awesome. i guess i haven't really matured at all :P